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| Wow...
That's all I could think about while I was watching Broke back Mountian...
Because for the reccord I get really into movies...
It is about 2 cowboys...
Jack Twist...
And
Ennis Del Mar...
Who meet each other while working as sheep heards one summer...
Well over time they develop feelings for one another
Then they complese theit job and go on to their old lives...
Well they both get married...
Then eventually meet up again...
They meet many times over the course of about 25 years...
And emotions fly...
They hug each other...
And beat the shit outta each other...
Well eventuallly...
One gets murdered...
And they NEVER once told each other they loved each other...
And that my friends is what made me start thinking...
To die...
Without telling the ppl u love that u do...
And them not knowing...
That reallly scares me...
So I just wanted to say I love all of you so much...
My friends...
My family....
My coworkers...
My kids...
I just want you all to know I love you in case something happens...
Just so I know yall know...
I hope I never have someone close to me die either...
I'd prob kill myself...
My people mean the world to me...
I couldn't handel loosing even one of yall...
I'd die for yall I hope yall know that...
Ne ways I'm ranting now so I ll let yall go...
LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!
~Dimmitt~ | | |
| WHEEEEEEEEE
I had so much fun sat!!!
I went clubing and did some stuff and had a kick ass time!!!!!!!
I love clubbing!
And btw...
I'm not tryng to live my life like the ppl in Q.A.F.......TIM!!!!
Its just fun as hell....
There is a plethora of hott guys!!!
And hott guys are always a plus!!!
Lol
After the club we left...
I was rolling way to much to drive...
So angel drove...
My car spun out...
I went...
"WHEEEEEEEEEE"
I was too messed to realize I couldave died....
But it was so fun...
Can't wait to do it again...
Love yall!!!
~Dimmitt~ | | |
| Matt tyler it almost the coolest...
Lol
There I finnaly said something about you...
U little fart :)
Well anyways that kid up thare is 14 right...
Well I came out to him...its weird having to come out to ppl still...I thought I'd gotten to a point where EVERYONE knew...
Not so
I keep feeling hees gonna be skerd..hees young and I'm not sure hell know how to feel...he is an incredibly intelligent kid and will amount to Great things...
Um......
I met a guy...
I love my new life...
No not the gay one...
The clubber one
Hehe
But like its a lot of fun...
I miss home tho...
Like I mis kissing my mom goodnight...
Hell I miss having a mother figgure...
Kevins mom is NEVER there...
EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well my fone is about to die...
Ill update more later love yalll
~Dimmitt~ | | |
| Y NOW!!!
I can't handel seeing him again...
Its way to hard...
Ill prob start up some old habbits...
I love him SO much...
I'd die for him......
I just don't know...
Thomas... | | |
| Im moving out tomorow...
Im so fucking scared i could kill myself...
Im not ready to leave home yet...
It isnt fair that my mom is kicking me out like this...
I dont understand...
Does she not like me...
Did i make her mad...
Is it kuz i didnt go to school...
Im going to do it ne ways tho...
I love my parents...
Ill do what they ask of me...
I respect their wishes...
I just think im gonna end up being messed up...
Like a bum or something...
Its not like i wont have a place to stay...
Id just rather stay @ home...
I dont know what to do...
No one could know what im feeling...
Meybe someone reading this does...
I just am so fearfull of the future...
Its just such a huge jump for me...
Hopefully ill grow up and be able to handel it on my own
Im gonna be so fucking home sick...
Love yall
~Dimmitt~ | | |
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